So much has changed. I don't even know where the time went. I am working constantly, and when I'm not at work, they're calling me. I need more money for what I do... the patients aren't the worst part, it's dealing with the other stupid stuff! I just hope and pray to win big one on a scratch off bingo card!!
What's the most depressing thing of all is that my baby is now 4!!! Where have I been the last 4 years, I'm sure I just delivered him like yesterday, or at least I can recall it like it's yesterday. I wonder if it gets worse with another one?
Yes, I know it sounds crazy but I said another one. I really really really have been having baby fever. I blame Stephanie, my uber pregnant cousin, and the other big preggo girl I work with. We've been talking about trying in January, but it's almost January. I sat here and read Stephanie's blog and I remember all of it clearly (Not quite as paranoid as her but still, I remember). I want a baby! Until they pass a law saying all bills are based on family size, John probably won't let me have more than one more. But I want my girl. All the people I know who are having/had babies this year are boys... maybe next year will be the year of the girls (I hope!)
I wish I wasn't poor... I really want to get family pictures soon!
Time to nap!
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